The True Me... Has a 31% Chance of Going to Hell (ONLY??)

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be reluctant to accept things as they are. And you are prone to think negatively.

You are the type of person who assumes that the world revolves around yourself.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's the True You?

Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 100%

Envy: 40%

Pride: 40%

Greed: 20%

Wrath: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31%

You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice.

BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES

Kelly Clarkson
Breakaway

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable
Like nothing could go wrong...

Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life

Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together
But so broken up inside

'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you
I blame myself
Seeing you
It kills me now
No, I don't cry
On the outside
Anymore...

Anymore....

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am,
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it,
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up
Deep inside...
But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes...

Seriously!!

*yawns*

Back to school life again.

*groans*

Bloody annoying exam results still being debated over, as is wont of our class. Am bloody apathetic over the whole affair... Much rather brood dark thoughts in some other bloody corner as is wont of moi...

*stones*

Rather in denial here. The computer rather has that effect on my pitiful/less being. Added to that is a now rather elongated playlist of anime soundtracks playing rather continuously in the background, rather blanking out my mind from everything else I rather not think about...

*falls dead without anyone noticing*

... and in case you're bloody wondering (rather doubt it), the post title is actually a song from the Slayers OST, but I suppose no one bloody cares or would rather do something else with their bloody rather free time... ne?

*winks*

10 Minutes

That's all I have before I have to face the harsh reality which is SCHOOL tomorrow morning... *groans...*

(Okay, so it's 10 minutes, then I leave the com for my room to watch The Apprentice, then, I moan and groan and whine myself to sleep, only to wake up a few hours later to moan, groan and whine even more...)

2 weeks of holiday. And how long do my Singaporean counterparts have?

4 weeks.

Oh, oh, and what about them local college students? They get...

the remaining HALF YEAR OFF.

I say, is there Justice in this World??

Laws of Distraction

On one hand, I have two major Biology papers + one on Geography - which I realise now will only serve an anchor to my percentage (i.e. bring it down) - this coming Tuesday, and both subjects needing serious work on my part, preferably starting sometime this weekend...

On the other hand, I'm being offered the chance to watch Julianne Moore and Pierce Brosnan in bed practicing their 'Chemistry' (or is it Biology here? :P) before Queer Eye starts later tonight...

SO, the million dollar question is... Which hand to follow?


HMMMmmmmmmmmm.................



I was never a big fan of Biology in the first place, and as for Geography... I'm rather lost in that, pardon any pun you may see in that statement.


So, am I the King of Redundancy, or what?


Actually, I happen to not be a fan of either actor mentioned earlier either (much less their [acted?] bed antics).

Guess I'll do a Shiva here and sprout another hand - come online, and blog...

They don't call her the Goddess of Destruction for nothing, I suppose...

*BLEH*

So Why Am I Running Away.....?

They say that the day before any big exam, one should:

1. forgo all further studying, instead
   
2. focus on relaxing one's tired minds for the day ahead, by
   
3. immersing one's self in all non-study related activities.

So, adhering to that, I am

1. (once more) in front of the computer screen, with
2. cup of yoghurt ready beside hands not yet weary from typing, and
   
3. music turned up loud (Now Playing: Hoobastanks's Running Away),
   
4. nondescriptly letting my fingers do the talking to a virtually empty contact list
5. posting this post (save the most redundant for last)
   

Of course, missing from the above list:

• making sure my Form 5 History text book is open before my apathetic self
• tearing my hair out by their roots trying to digest facts irrelevant to my present life and very possibly my bleak future too
• having a panic attack of the severest kind (which would probably involve a lot of shattered glass, should I come to that stage)

Well, guess it's time for some of that yoghurt...

Total Eclipse of My Brain

I admit that I'm not usually particularly aware of my surroundings in general - whether immediate or otherwise. Oh, sure, I read the news everyday. The comics especially. So, I read that portion of the papers first, telling myself to at least get a glimpse of the headlines afterwards.

I usually 'forget'.

So, sue me for being eternally BLUR, and enlighten me if u will, but WAS there an eclipse happening somewhere on the face of this very earth on the 8th of April this very year??

Now, if there really was one - one which any particular reader of this seriously trivial post to know of, whether by chance or for being well-informed, it should be fairly obvious this flaw of mine I'm pointing out here, so feel free to scoff and roll your eyes should you wish.

But, seriously, I had absolutely no clue that any so-called eclipse happened this year, let alone what type of eclipse it was (if there was), and that's assuming I'm in any way knowledgable of elipse variations other than "solar" and "lunar" in the first place!
And that wasn't that was probably one of the easier questions.

So, you can almost imagine the pulsing frustration I experienced having to answer many such questions that rang no bells in my particularly hollow head this morning.

But I digress. It was only a 'straightforward "Science"' quiz. Which I had to take on a Saturday morning. One that I was practically forced into... One day before no less... And one which I was unfortunately and horribly misinformed about!

Oh, yes, it definitely was a Science quiz, no doubt. In English too (*rolls eyes*). But I guess, there was more than one 'cook', involved, so to speak. And so, how did the proverbial broth turn out? A medley of trivia, trick (and some rather flawed) questions, testing our knowledge and wit in CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS, BIOLOGY AND MATHEMATHICS, and here's the clincher: the questions were in English... AND Malay. Interchagably.

In short, a 60-minute Science Stream roller-coaster ride to Hell.

I probably could have done better poking random holes in my answer sheet with my very blunt 2B pencil. It seems to have worked for some few other participants, at any rate.

Heck, perhaps I'll learn from this 'experience' and do exactly that for the Chemistry quiz next Monday.